you know how when you listen to certain music it just takes you away to another place..dif songs remind me of dif times in my life..and certain songs remind me of happy or bad times in my life...i was listeing to the edward scissorhands song{the theme} and it was sad..for some reason it reminded me of my grandma..because she took me to see the movie..and the music is so pretty..then i looked up at my grandmas poster that i made for her funeral...and all the pictures..it took me back..it was nice..its so nice to have good memories..her b-day was yestdarday and their was alot of flowers and people there..it shows how much she was loved and missed..i hope when i die people miss me just as much. i was passing by a site where someone was killed and there were alot of flowers and stuff and i wondered{i dont know why}if people would do the same for me. i mean i know my family and some friends would miss me but its hard not to think about death..your life is so short{kinda}..im almost 19 and i cant believe ive been alive that long already. time flys..lol..ok enoough of me being gay and what not..time to go chill with shanneaaaaa wooooo :)